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This is an idea brought by wittywheat who said that I should organize a donation in order to quicker acquire the funds necessary to buy this device set for my ten year old daughter who is diagnosed with type 1 auto-immune diabetes. This item is not available in my country, and the price is pretty much the same everywhere. I will submit a proof when I buy these. The device in question is avai...
Two days ago i mentioned that my daughter had a really weird dream. She saw some girl in her "dream", but she was not absolutely sure if that was a dream. I felt something is wrong, so I told her in case that happens again, to ask a creature in her dream what is his real name. The next night an incident repeated. My kid stopped the little girl from running away and asked her what is her name. ...
I am spending one more day with my daughter in the hospital, I only briefly left to make lunch and eat something and that was at 10:30 this morning. My daughter is feeling much better, but she is very hungry before the meals, especially before dinner and lunch. I can understand this, as I am naturally hypoglycemic, which means that my blood sugar is low or rapidly falls naturally. In the rough t...
The last night I left rather late and came home tired and miserable for leaving my kid the whole night alone in the hospital room. She told me it doesn't matter, but was not especially happy about it, so I came home angry and down. Unlike me, my husband is not present during the day and doesn't go to any classes about diabetes, saying I will do that and that he has no doubts in me and kid. So,...
By now my kid is applying insulin shots on her own under the supervision of the nurse. I am very proud of her. She is horribly hungry as her system is trying to replenish all the time her body was operating without insulin and without energy. I got up in 5 am today just to have a coffee, obviously, my system is still running on the maximum stress, but I do not care as long I sleep, eat and drink...
Last night I had trouble falling asleep, my body is catching fire and I am adapting too fast for an extra activity. This is not greatest, because I need to sleep and eat in order to maintain the elevated levels of the adrenaline. Adrenaline is only useful if a body can "feed" it. So, today I was even more active, in order to fall asleep instantly when I see my bed. The third day in the hospital ...
The second day in the hospital passed much better for my daughter, then the exhausting first day when the medications were purifying her system. Yesterday, I left after her dinner and came home completely exhausted. I went to sleep without the dinner after a conversation with my husband, to be frank I don't remember a single word he said, I just drifted away. Same as my daughter in the hosp...
So, my perfect perfect life turned from the "wonderful" to the "blissful". When we finally started to fool ourselves that at least we have one thing perfect, our daughter, that one thing was taken from us this morning. My daughter started to suffer weird symptoms maybe a month ago. I clearly remember that day, both of us woke up after an exactly the same and a really weird dream. We both had a...
Warning… this poetry piece is written by the influence of dreams I am having for a week, it contains very disturbing images and could cause anxiety to some of my audience. I owe to put it out there to her who cries for justice and who ever is she I hope she finds blessings and piece. Explanation - Veliona ( White Lady)- Slavic/Baltic goddess of the honorable death, patroness of the warriors fa...
I maybe told you in my previous stories, that I tend to be quite uncomfortable due to my, well … origin. This is a list of the recent situations in which I went a bit creepy on some people. I tend to always be careful and hide my talons but some people are just asking for it… Me: (in an ER, falling apart, drugs can't stop the pain, on the brink of life and death…) I will die… Doctor: Your bl...
Silent Water - Introspection - Total Recall ? Recently I wrote and completed a story, the 'Silent Water', and my audience kind of like it, but at some points, a story gets a little weird. I decided to make a small and partial deconstruction of the story and explain what exactly is happening in it and yes it will deliver one small portion of me and my thoughts about the essence of secluded things...
This spoken poetry piece is inspired by the car industry, crowbar savagery, infatuated aliens and dirty anime. It is level pro, so I won't downplay a level of muddle it can instigate. ___________________ It's been quite a while, this uncanny feeling, it's a melee. Yes, a car show is coming in town. So, enough of the care cookies and The Milk, it's time to feed the machine with ...
**This is a rough list of all the contests, rewards and challenges I managed to find on the Whaleshares today. If you are interested, join in for rewards and tokens. ** This post is going to be shared across a few websites in order to promote the Whaleshares. ** ** Drawing contest Get more votes Earn MET tokens Photo challenge Answer a question, get an upvote Guess number, ...